As It Turns Out....

Well this hasn't been my best week, but I can honestly say it hasn't been my worst.

I didn't think I was going to survive, but with God's grace I did. I lost my job this week. I'm pretty bummed. I felt like I was finally getting the hang of it and BAM there it goes. Before anyone jumps to conclusions, I didn't get fired....it was more like let go. But, it was my decision. Carmin and I have had several things going in the wrong direction financially and we are just trying to get them fixed. Well, in the midst of all this it didn't look like I was going to have reliable transportation. My manager wanted me to be able to guarantee her that I would always have a way to work. With the situation I found myself in at the time and Carmin's work schedule I realized that I could not make that guarantee. So...she wished me luck and sent me on my way. Now it looks like the transportation end has worked itself out but now it's TOO late to keep my job :( Everything happens for a reason, so I'm just trusting that the Lord knows what He is doing. I've been through many struggles, but the Lord has guided me through them every time. I really hope that one day I will look back at all that we've been through and see what God was turning us into. That is was all part of the plan to make us better people. I want the Lord to use us, and if this is what we have to go through to get there....so be it. So in conclusion, here's my prayer: Potter mold the clay.....make me the vessel that you would have me to be :)